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day i had written this really cool post, about how i didn't really mean the shit i said about being a model. About this really funny thing about how if i come up to you and i'm drunk to tell me to stop, and all this really funny stuff. To my dismay, it was all lost when i tried posting it. bummer. but anyway, whatever. you can imagine. i'm making a mix tape right now, i'm excited to drive around and listen to it. I might go to an after party for the aveda show this evening. It sounds like a super fun time, but i have no idea. i really have nothing original to say, so i don't know what i intend to fill this space with. how about this, i will cut this short. i won't go on and on about stupid bullshit. about how i think anyone cares i am making a mixtape. why do i have this stupid thing? why do i think anyone cares about what i fucking eat? or what tv shows i like? or how i can't wait to see some movie that i won't tell you the name of? am i really that naive? do i think you care? the answer is no. why do any of us have these things? can you tell me? i doubt it. i said i was going to keep this short, i'm sorry.