pinned here. crushed here.

in retrospect the crush was a poor idea. It occured to me while on the phone tonight. Well, not entirely, but i admitted it was a poor idea. I realized it wasn't a hot idea in the last couple days. Whatevr. i know you don't care, but i just wanted to clarify the way it is/i am/will be. I think its for the best this way. I can make it seem poetic when in fact it is pretty pathetic. more than a little pathetic i think, but this is what i signed into, so i can't be all that bummed out. I can just start writing a bunch of songs that sound the same all about it. How totally awesome and shit. In news that is way more rad bright eyes have 2 new albums coming out in january. I'm so psyched. One album of more folky traditional music, and then one of more poppy experimental stuff. I really can hardly wait. Oh well, until i have something to rant about, take care.