i'm crazy for you, touch me once, and you'll know it's true

i can finally afford to be inattentive. i've been dealing with my computer over the last two nights, due to a purchase i just made. we are finally on the same page. we're cooking with gas now. and now it is fun. all the swearing. the near crying frustration. Literally having to get up and leave the PC while i was trying to get it working all is worth it now. The fruits of my labor are finally within my grasp. and it tastes sweet. Figuratively speaking, of course. I am working tomorrow, but i am off Wednesday so i hope i can up it tomorrow. i pose a question that i hope does not give away my status as an amatuer alcoholic, but here it is. i guess it's not really a question, but more a thing i think is fun as a result of drinking. i really dig the next day if you are still a little drunk and you are doing stuff and interacting with other humans, but you think everything is funny and you're just having the time. like going to lunch and seeing a dog and winking at it and then you start laughing and if you are with someone they are like "what are you laughing at"? what do you say? "you know, like i uhh, winked at the dog and then uhh....". At any rate, i just like that feeling where you are a little slap happy and just having fun doing whatever you are doing. I hope that doesn't sound bad. fuck it, i don't care if it does. anyone who reads this knows me anyway. who am i protecting my image from? My cds i ordered ship out tomorrow. one guess what they are. they are a pre-order. actually, i haven't talked very much about them at all. it's a little predictable at this point, but i still really like it. i think i am pretty impulsive when i get down to it. i think i can really throw caution to the wind. i do not cut a rug anymore. not in public. if you want to see me dance come hang around outside my window until i start getting wild. you can get an eyeful then. if you want me to dance in public at this point you are not going to like what you get. i like it, but it is getting mixed reviews. so don't ask i guess. we'll both be unhappy. i need to get some sleep now, and so do you. so hit the bricks, or hit the hay, just get up and out and on the way to slumber. or just lay down. or just close your eyes. or just keep sleeping.