obnoxious.

so before anything else, i really want to say sorry for anyone who had to be anywhere near me in the last 48 hours. I was a real fucking mess and i feel bad for my friends who had to be around me in that state. I guess i should have expected that new years was going to suck. Actually, i don't know if it did or not. I fucking blacked out at crush, and only remember saying stupid things and falling down. Not content to let the party die just because its daytime, i started drinking almost immeditely after waking up the next day. It was pretty pathetic, but you can't make whats happened unhappen. I did get to hang out with jamie during the day and we went to a bunch of stores. I really want to not talk about this or myself anymore. So yeah, sorry for everyone who knows me, but i really love you. I hope your new years was fun.