there comes a time in every man's life when... oh hey, shit! is king of the hill on?

big ups. many thanks to jamie for randomly swinging by my crib yesterday to run to the village and the book store. Without your visit i would not have 4 sweet new tops, and a new hi-fi. bitchin' to say the least. the big downer of my day was getting the shit i ordered from saddle creek only to find they sent the wrong size t-shirt. oh well, i think i'll live. i watched the grudge tonight. fucking lames-ville. boring and not scary at all. and no nudity! what gives? i have another movie i have yet to watch, so lets hope the outcome is a little better. i think i might perk up in the next few weeks. who knows? i got good news about a show tonight, which is always good. but then i got bad news about a show. but then i'm winning both the things i'm bidding on through e-bay. but then i can't shake this stomache ache. but then i realize that i have tomorrow and every hour after that and everyday and every night to find it. to get on with it. and suddenly like a ton of bricks i find the things i think could keep me around. maybe a few days. or maybe not. cities far away, they aren't all that great. being sick, you could sleep in their graves. just staying up late, getting lost, and learning to pray.