sound like a summer falling.

Man, i have no time these days. i woke up early to hit blockbuster so i could get the movies i wanted that came out today. Thanks to blockbuster's new "no late fees" policy no one has any reason to return anything when it's due. So if you don't get what you want the morning it comes out, you probably won't see if for a few weeks at least. Regardless, i got mines. yeehaw. Then i spent sometime at a place, came home, ate a veggie burger and some salad, listened to some new music, went to practice, and here i am. With no voice or sleeves. I'm big into britpop lately. Today i listened to bell X1, radiohead, oasis. I also listened to bright eyes, counting crows, DNTEL, coldplay, and motion city soundtrack though. The new song is coming along really well. I think we may have finished it tonight. For being written in all of 20 seconds of jamming, i think it's pretty on. I didn't find anything fun to post today, but i'm not posting anything anyway. I don't want to turn the scanner on. I found out that in addition to the news of a new Bret Easton Ellis novel, there is a new Chuck Pahliniuk out soon as well. Apparently it is super twisted and involves canabalism, cutting off body parts, and lots of other family oriented stuff. I wish i had amnesiac. my copy skips. i just really want to hear pyramid song. it's so pretty. I watched this wild japanese movie last night/this morning. It was out there. It had a really cool name though. I'm pretty stoked to see of montreal on thursday. I hear they put on a phenomenal live show. Hopefully, it will be a grand time. Remember that time you bought an album, and you maybe at first weren't ready, or you didn't instantly like it, so it fell to the back burner? Every so often i take those records out to give them a fresh space in my life. Sometimes i think "why did i ever buy this"? On the other hand, there are times like now. I expected the follow up to a record that changed my life, and didn't know what to make of what i got. It layed awake for a while, and was given new life when i imported it to the old i-tunes. It lives with me now where ever i go. But sitting here, hearing this album again. I know why i loved this band to begin with. I don't want to sleep yet. Although i've nothing to do i don't want to lay down yet. I may watch a movie. I don't know if i have the patience to watch anything right now though. My mind is racing right now. Like i can't type fast enough to catch it. the web of me and ernest hemmingway. I still have the intention of releasing a new solo record at some point. I have about 60 songs since the angels record. I want to title it maybe what i put before. "the web of me and ernest hemmingway". Or anything to do with he and i. Some of my new songs are going to balcony though. A super secret thing i cannot so much as speak of. yet. I could keep typing all night. I really could. my mind is swimming. In the channels i once navagated. through the mines of water and sand or land to crush the will of us. I got us through. i got there. i was sand. i was near death on some plot of land. drinking underage. in the arms of the coast. before i was who i am now. before i got found or lost somehow. back when i knifed the skin from fingers to the second story to the back of the portrait. i mailed to you myself and you took your time and my all. ugh, sorry. so so pretentious. i cannot help any of it sometimes. there is a movie i would love to watch, but i wouldn't be awake to see it unfold. I know how it ends. i love it just the same.