please keep the tape rolling.

so landing. So today was only worthwhile from about 8:00 until 9:20 or so. then i came home and watched law and order svu with my mom, which was alright, so that time was okay as well. I'm off tomorrow, but have no plans. I'll probably try to finish the book i'm reading. or be lame and watch movies. who knows? maybe i'll finish the t shirt i started making like 3 weeks ago, and just left on my floor. it's cold in my house. i think thats why i didn't feel that well today. the windows in my house were open, and i think the cold that snuck in with the early morning only served to sicken my already struggling lungs. but the sickness ain't all, darlin'. it got the best of me. it got years and all ahead. when he was taller than me. no idea, i'm sure. hands have been split. reservations. covered in conversation. that sound? it's an echo now. it hit the wall, learned somehow, and now it's just too loud. I'm going to go and get going. off to bed, but i won't sleep. i'm off and i'm awake. and that's the way to stay. i just want to sound convincing. or at least believable. for once. for once.