it's more like a song.

goodness. my eqiulibrium was a wreck today. I think i'm getting sick, and my ears closed up. It made it very difficult to move with any sort of fluidity or grace, but i managed. I ate too much, almost in a way to make up for my misery, but here i sit. Full, and tired. but i can't sleep yet. I had a really fun day after only sleeping a few hours, and i've been trying to get it back ever since. I think it had more to do with the night before, but who is to say. i haven't shaved in over two months. It looks a fright, but i don't have any real reason to look presentable, so i stick with it. I need to cut my hours back a little. I am having trouble shaking this cold, and i feel run down all the time. I know people have it worse, but i just can't hang any more. Plus, i need time to practice with the band more. We are trying to play shows this summer, and it's gonna be tricky if we're together once a week. the new band of horses album is really good. I wish my stomach didn't hurt. I wish i could sleep in for the rest of my days. i wish for a pleasant nights sleep (maybe without the aid of alcohol). but for now, i only have the alarm. the 12 hours. and another 6 hours of sleep.