oh, i almost forgot!

hey paul8888! go fuck yourself with a splintered drumstick you mouthbreathing, sister fucking, ass-faced piece of dog shit. you and your business opportunities can both fuck off. moron.

airports to farpoints.

tired and really hungover this morning. up late watching movies and talking on the phone and working on two new songs. If i can't make these songs work i may just throw in the towel. i just feel like i've been working really hard to get this sound that i might not be able to get at at all. i've been trying to finish the same album since 2001, and i don't seem any closer than i did the day i finished the last album. I have probably 6 or 8 ninety minute tapes full of demos and songs i never was able to finish, or songs i wrote and then forgot how to play. Everytime i have a new song i think i might be getting it back, but i have so much trouble fucusing and getting them all together. And in reality, why am i? No one has any real desire to listen to them to begin with, maybe that's why i can't finish them. Maybe i know once they are done and i have this thing people still won't care. So maybe i give up in advance. Who knows? Is it really that important? no. How about this, if you want to hear what i'm working on go buy a bright eyes album, and listen to someone that can do it well. Listen to someone who can do it with conviction. who means a single thing he is saying. who has that just right look. I'm going to go watch a movie, i don't know why i even typed any of this bullshit. sorry if you read it.