so shit, y' all. Things are fallin in their grooves. i'm working and doing little else. turns out i didn't have a hernia. just some twisted innards or something. in my groinal area. I have 11 big ones (6 big ones) until next thursday. i would go out and dance tonight. im kinda in that mood, but i couldn't hear shit i wanted to anyway. and the not having money thing is on my as well. oh wells. i'm bout to watch PCU, so i'm out. enjoi! i'm goin' off!!!
so all those empty days are over, gang. i gotta get back to work on the asap tip. i know, i'm not the most responsible dude on this blue marble, but i have to pay bills just as much as the next pimp. so in the meantime that means i have to conserve on the eating, and big ups on the drinking!! cheaply, though. i'm really into eating healthy these days. like veggies and all. i ate bad for a while, but it's just kinda done. I am way into the broccoli vibe and cauliflour. if i didn't spell that right i'm sure you can figure out what i was eluding to. I'm starting to fall in love with music. i've been hearing so much good shit lately my concave little chest is giving way. but now i'm getting ready to watch a movie. if you asked me what, i couldn't tell you. all i know is i am excited. i will be grateful for this day. i will be grateful for each day to come. (expected) i want to watch me and you and everyone we know, but i might not be able to stay awake long enough. i might end up watching masters of the universe and loving it. that guy that hocks shit at target touched scarlet johansen's tits the other night. was that my first bit of gossip on here? i think so. if you want more, ask. i've got it all. if you ask i so shall tell. with open arms, kids. but you always did such a good impression of someone trying to give a shit. and now. french music. a western idealism. me and my dirty hair. i need to start working, so i can remember what day it is. peace out! anchorman it is!!
space. myspace. interpol. dotcom. or so ro so. i can't move me head so good these days, gang. I woke up with a pain only i could fall in love with. and fuck i am. back there in that room. i remember seeing the video for the song i am listening to right now. in the dark. but i'm gettin' off track. i ate a decent lunch with joe today, it would have been worlds better without america being shoved down it's fucking throat. Seeing joe was great though, and i got a tight mix cd to work my ears to. i'm still on the fence about continuing my music pursuits. i can't figure it out, like some times it's all there. laid out before me. and then i can't play to save my life. it's all moving away, seemingly while i sit and watch from a different part of the room. i need to get caught at the right time. more over i need to stop wearing eye makeup and nail polish. how are bands like coldplay "the biggest band in the world" when bands like doves exist? fuck. all the things you'll never get off. the brands you just get struck with. the scars you never get to mend. the gifts you never got to send. the biggest bucks you never got to spend. or how? how do i find myself here again? tied to the tracks or pretension all over. gang, you got me.
so this little vay-cay might be ending soon. I found out i need to go to job one a.s.a.p. for those of you who didn't know i got a second job, that is slightly less embarrassing than job one. both are horribly embarrassing due to among my other things, my age, and the tasks they both entail. I'm sure whether or not i have told you what i do, you probably already know. knowing someone doesn't want certain things to get out seem to get them so much faster. Have fun with it. i guess. I'm waiting for a little bit until i can go see "walk the line". I should be working on the new batch of songs i have way more than i am, but can't seem to focus. Maybe it's the weather or something. My hair is beyond dirty, but has looked good the last week or so, so why mess with success. I ate so much shitty food over the weekend i don't think my body knows what to do with it. It involved taco bell, rio grande x 2, countless chips, late night sammies, and all sorts of other shit. I'm over it now. i had some spaghettios and bread earlier, and a b-fast sammie from DD. oh and cookie crisp. woo! that shit is the bomb. While browsing meijer i found quite a deal, 5 boxes of some great cereals for 10 big ones. I digged in on 3. cookie crisp, froot loops, and coco pebbles. I don't drink milk, so i just sit in front of the tele in my undies, eating one handful after another until the tum tum is so distended i can barely stand the sight of myself. i'm sure this is what they call "actually eating", but i'm no where near into it. When the new huge wal mart opens i'll prolly go and look around. I was in a new one a while back and had a good time. I bought a rolling stone that had an article i found quite eye opening. remember? how i said i was a statistic. i fit in so well though, how could i not assemble in line? get the stamp on my hand, and just wait to be called. I also bought a hair straightener. hahaha. buying into it even more. i had to just laugh out loud thinking about that. Thinking about this one thing that got said and heard like a while later. (a while being any random amount of time for me. days, weeks, minutes, a whole fucking life.) i think i should get gold fronts. it might be quite smart looking on me. i bought a gold tooth at halloween time, but i couldn't get it to fit. Bummer, cause i spent three dollars on it, and got electrocuted on the way out. I barely shave either. i really don't need to all that frequently. but fuck it. i'm just waiting. after finally getting my way through the new ryan adams i have come to the conclussion i really like it. It's not surprising though. I have liked everything he has done thus far, so it comes as no shock. It's really not a rock record though. It's really mellow and a bummer in most parts, but those are the songs i like the most. Well, i'll stop for now. I just hope you don't think less of me for going to wal mart, like i'd think less of you.
I feel like with all this free time i have i should update a lot more often. like the creeping of walls. the black in the lungs. take me on home. bring us back on the highway. rounding edges and housing our hearing. man, how the fuck could i say that shit with a straight face? the roof is caving. i bought the new strokes. with a target gift card. i have no $$$ anymore. no job=no $$$. i'll have to touch to fill my tummy with all those drinks, cause shit! being drugged while out ain't gonna deter me. so hey, check my totally bomb blog out and i'll keep updating. tons of g-narly stuff about new and old music i like, how my i-pod is in failing health, my health (secondary to my-pod), my love of cereal (i bought 3 boxes today alone), my intentional weight gain(and just as suddenly weight loss). it should be a real hoot, gang. So lets see, what else fun happened today? a photo shoot with sarah for new myspace pickys. my face looked off in most, but i salvaged what i could. and there they are. oh, to be commented upon. they lie in weight, to be the talk of the town. the new strokes is great. no matter what the (your) decision makers say. fun cars pop wrapped in tons of fun guitars. just let go, come on. it's fun to like things once in a while. you can't hate on shit all the time. hostel was gross but redeeming in ways joe and i chatted about the whole way home. I still have points to make, by the by. or how we were seated next to this guy that kept laughing while the worst things were going on. i thought it was funny too, though. In reality, i've seen way worse. I'm not trying to say it in that way of bragging, cause it really is sorta sad. People are fainting, barfing, farting, whatever while watching it. And there i am thinking about this checklist of things i've seen that are so much worse. it's fucked, really. desensitized all the way. bummer about the bengals. sorry to anyone that gives a shit. I don't, but what do i know? i wear girls jeans. I cry during movies. i like boxing though, a lot. i drink whiskey sometimes. i can grow a pathetic beard. on the road to manhood. if you asked me what albums i have been listening to, i'm not sure i could tell you. all i've been listening to is the new strokes, the latest stats, and dylan a few hours ago. i like minus the bear's new one more than just about anything that came out this year. and the new bss is so on i can barely stand it. i barely slept last night. christmas lights and a dog kept me up. but i love that dog so much it hurts. i want to buy him a happy meal right now. i have before. if you made it through this post you have my respect. If you know me at all this is how i am though, maybe. really, i have nothing going on. so keep reading. i'll keep updating. we cn be there for each other in our time of need. have fun doing whatever you might be doing at 11:52 PM sunday january the ______?
man, i've been having times lately. Among other things i found out i have a hernia and had to go to the emergency room and have it "put back in" with no anesthesia. Fun! I almost threw up and got to hang out bottomless and watch planes trains and automobiles in a hospital, so it wasn't all bad. I then spent the week watching one movie after another, and sleeping till 2:30. And theres more where that came from. I found out a shirt a bought a long time ago but doesn't fit, but makes a delightfully cute pillowcase. I went and upped it with joe the other night at alchemize, after watching hostel and i think i was drugged, gang. I was right as rain, pounding beers and dancing for a few songs when all of a sudden the lights just went out. I came home and threw up for about half an hour, then passed out with all my clothes on. I woke up the next day so disoriented i could barely figure out what the fuck was going on. I was staggering around, hanging on to the walls for dear life and my vision was distorted and blurry. My heart was racing for hours, and i didn't really feel okay till about 9 PM. now don't get me wrong, i was drinking. Just not enough to bring on that kind of reaction. Pretty weird. Hostel was good. lots of violence, and a good deal of boobies as well. I've been awake for like 2 hours now. I'm just waiting to go to rio grande. so much food for such a little price! my house is freezing right now. I have on my homer slippers, a blue blanket, and i'm shaking. Oh well, i'm gonna scoot. Have fun, y' all.